Nadia (ukoku) wrote in bad_lj_poetry,
Nadia
ukoku
bad_lj_poetry

HREE'S SOME SHIT

I Hate ME
by drama_nessa

As i feel the pain hit me,
I can feel myself Breaking up inside,
as people convinse me,
that im not normal,
i feel like im not wanted,
so whats the point in sticking around,
should i end it all,
or keep going through pain,
as i think to myself,
i reach for a sharp pointed blad,
as it starts to slide through my skin,
i dont feel the pain,
i cant feel the pain,
the pain is already there,
and i want that pain to dissapear,
that pain fads as i head for a drak hole,
i chose the worst,
and now i feel nothing at all.


-----
Relief.
by crimsontears2

Torn, lost, abandoned.
As soon as you turned your back I rebelled
The blade ran over my skin
And protruded to reveal the emotion
That I lack

I want you to help me
Save me
Rescue my soul
From the downward spiral
that it's heading toward

However, I reject your support
Your help
I want to die inside.
If my life isn't perfect
I feel it worthless to attempt

*It's getting worse- what should I do?*


-----
Tonight.
by crimsontears2

I have an exam tomorrow and I'm really stressed.
I'm scared that I'm going to cut- like somehow I feel that it's coming...
Do you ever have that feeling?
Like you know that it's time for you're cutting fix?

Sometimes I look forward to those nights when I bleed
Because I can feel again...
My world is complete-
Yet only for a single moment
The emotion- I feel.



WELL THAT WAS FUCKING FUN!!!!!1
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